Hey Gong Xi Fa Cai! Today is the 2nd day of Chinese lunar new year, Happy New Year to all my friends ^_^. Well this year is my year (cow) and i heard it is not a very good year for me... everything whatever it is related to Career, Family, Health. Relationship or Friends is showing a bad sign to me and i guess it is true. Before the new year has arrive, all the bad luck has already fallen on me. Well maybe you will say I'm superstitious... but i guess i had to believe than not to.

Anyway the happiest day of my CNY is when my dad arrive to our house and he stayed with me for 2 days... my sis family also came, we sat down for the reunion dinner. I guess that is the wonderful moment i had. The sad things happen is my colleague's father suddenly pass away during that day... the feeling is not good, feel sad and sorry for him...it let me realise that life is really very fragile, we must really precious every moment we had with our love ones... you will get to regret it if you don't... believe me, in life we must forgive and forget

It is coming to the 4th month of me doing sales, everything has come to an end and I will have to go back to my same position from 9am to 630pm sitting in the office facing the computer and my crazy lady boss. Anyway there is something good and bad between sales or admin. The good side of sales i guess is freedom, i can knock off as soon as i finish whatever i need to do, while the bad thing is i'm always being nag by my boss lady by many many damn stupid, ridiculous reasons -_- . While staying in the office almost 9 hours, sometimes i'm really very bored unless i have loads of work to do... I will be changing back to my same old position on the 9 January liao... hope i can get use to it ba...

Hmmm been very busy these days... very tired... don't know how long I can manage/cope from by doing Admin--Sales--Studies. Think it had been quite an unlucky month for me this month, felt that everything is is a mess and to me whatever I had plan or rather I had done everything is not going on smoothly... anyway hope everything can be settled down by November and I will concentrate on my exams.

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Went out for sales with my Sales Rep that Friday...damn tired.... my leg very pain... we went to places that is quite far away... first stop: United Square - - Novena Square - -Toa Payoh - - Junction 8 - -Woodlands - - my sales rep walk damn fast, she say she's use to it liao haha. So by now I had to know the places, what train/bus to take... the location to change visitor pass and where the order form must be place... etc... anyway my sales rep had told me which customer is good and which customer is fussy and i had noted it all down liao hehe

Went to meet Esther's and her friend at Jurong East, walk over to IMM to shop, rarely go there actually, there is actually nothing much to see over there, oh but I did bought 1 polo tee hehe... walk around until 10 and I went home liao...

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Yea exams over liao! It had been weeks that i was preparing for my exams by staying at home and study... It is over finally, hopefully everything will be granted as I wish! What to do next is... should be concentrating on my work as i had to clear all my admin work in my office while I might need to go out for sales liao... hehe never tried going out to do sales before ever since I stepped into this small office, is really my first attempt. I admit I had to take up this challenges in whatever difficulties I might face in future in order to improve myself more more more... my speech, my timidness, and I must admit too that i cried easily -_- But no matter what outcomes it will be i guess I had goes through this stage before and i guess that's my best training ever after.

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Life is going to be bored for me again this whole month, gonna study for my exams again...having 3 papers to take in August, feeling stress, no more shopping for me , no more outdoor activities for me. Anyway I had been having good feast these days... company dinner, colleagues gathering dinner, boss birthday dinner, friend's friend free dinner! Feeling good~ What's more to come?

sad -_-

Today i nearly bust out crying when i saw my results, why? how come? how could it be? I really wanna give up liao... although I passed my Statistic Paper, but I guess my worse is not end yet... what's more to come again? I really don't know... I pray that I really can graduate this year. God bless me *cry*