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Hello everyone I am back =) Is been a long time since i blog...

Feeling fear for jobless
Feeling guilty to family
Feeling helpless for friendship
Feeling loneliness in relationship

阳光总在风雨后。。。

Happy Holiday~~

Wow is been a long long time since i updated my blog... hmmm finally yesterday attended my last lesson of yoga class ^_^ so happy!! so... what's next?? Anyway today is a public holiday, meet up with my girls' friend to Holland V to eat Nasi Lemak and Laska!! Follow by going to the Suntec City for food fair... lots of good food indeed. Eat and eat and eat!! Suprisingly the girls wanna go back home early as it is going to rain heavily =) hehe anyway i gotta eat more this time round to gain back my weight as i just being told that i just weigh 38kg!! It is impossible lor... how can it be?? must be the weighing machine spoil... hmmm must be!!

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Yeah finally my exams is over and i got my results too... and i passed! so happy ^_^ I'll get my cert in Sept (is quite long i guess) Well these days i took up yoga lesson, hmm for new learner they suggest me to take up "hot yoga" which is staying in a hot room under the degree of 38 to 40 degree! That is so... hot! Another 5 more lessons and it willl end these program... what's next??

Well was having dinner with my girlfriends last night... know that Jiaxin's (secondary times that tomboy girl) is getting married! We are actually meeting up as well as celebrating her birthday too. Remember in the secondary school days she told us that she will be the last one to get married... see? now she is the first to get married. Really hopes that she will 'xin f'u' ^_^ Congrat!

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Yeah finally finally my exams is over liao no need to study!! so happy!! hmm think i should consider what i should do next... hmmm a part-time job? hmmm take up some other courses? hmmm or take up driving lesson? or i should slack at home? eat and sleep haha (-_-) well anyway my life is so bored and plain these days... nothing interesting or exciting... been thinking of many many stuffs... hai what can i do to make myself live to the fullest!!

Hey Gong Xi Fa Cai! Today is the 2nd day of Chinese lunar new year, Happy New Year to all my friends ^_^. Well this year is my year (cow) and i heard it is not a very good year for me... everything whatever it is related to Career, Family, Health. Relationship or Friends is showing a bad sign to me and i guess it is true. Before the new year has arrive, all the bad luck has already fallen on me. Well maybe you will say I'm superstitious... but i guess i had to believe than not to.

Anyway the happiest day of my CNY is when my dad arrive to our house and he stayed with me for 2 days... my sis family also came, we sat down for the reunion dinner. I guess that is the wonderful moment i had. The sad things happen is my colleague's father suddenly pass away during that day... the feeling is not good, feel sad and sorry for him...it let me realise that life is really very fragile, we must really precious every moment we had with our love ones... you will get to regret it if you don't... believe me, in life we must forgive and forget

It is coming to the 4th month of me doing sales, everything has come to an end and I will have to go back to my same position from 9am to 630pm sitting in the office facing the computer and my crazy lady boss. Anyway there is something good and bad between sales or admin. The good side of sales i guess is freedom, i can knock off as soon as i finish whatever i need to do, while the bad thing is i'm always being nag by my boss lady by many many damn stupid, ridiculous reasons -_- . While staying in the office almost 9 hours, sometimes i'm really very bored unless i have loads of work to do... I will be changing back to my same old position on the 9 January liao... hope i can get use to it ba...